Frenz..

jz finish reading jas's blog n it gave me inspiration 2 write this.

frenz...

i'm currently studying oversea, away from home, away from my pals... i'm now exposed 2 a different kind of environment, perhaps.

when i 1st arrive, when i 1st got 2 know new frens, i tot i was lucky enuf 2 have met some nice ppl. i tot these ppl might be my future best frens.. but.. i was wrong. after some communication, after getting 2 know them better... i realise tat it's quite impossible 4 me 2 get another gang of best frens.. not tat they aren't nice.. but probably we can't blend 2gether tat well.

i start appreciating, even more, my frens back in sec school. i miss those times we had together. the way we blend, the way we communicate... it's quite impossible 4 me 2 find them in other ppl.

back in sec school, i have my gang of gal-frens. we went through ups n downs.. but in the end, all those made us closer frens. whenever sumthg happens, haha... we'd share it among ourselves - relationship probs, family probs... all those happiness, unhappiness, anger... we help each other solve the probs. misunderstandings happened. i was once ditched by them. tat was the time... the time when i was badly hurt. i din know wat happened at 1st... all i knew was tat i was in pain... very very painful. but, in the end, we .. n solved the misunderstanding. everythg was over after tat.. now, we're still tightly bond 2gether. we now each other well... very well... the rain's over n the sun's out again. i believe tat the sun shall always shine on us.. no more rainy season..

back then, there's another person whom i'll confront when i face probs.. cp. haha... he's always the most mature person. like wat jas says.. his heart is full of gold n he shares them wif other ppl. there was once, when i almost destroyed our 'ship'. he stills remember it... haha. but it was tat which made us closer. i nvr tot tat i cud confront someone n apologize when i've hurt him so so so much. he's considerate enuf n was willing 2 listen 2 my explanation. tat was the time when this big bro of ours, this responsible leader of ours was going through the toughest time of his years in chung hua.

if i were 2 be carefree, will i get wat i have now?

i'm thankful.. thankful tat there're so many wonderful ppl beside me.. especially my pals, my exschoolmates. i'm lucky enuf 2 have ppl giving me support everytime i face probs... even now. though i'm in perth... i still have frens whom i can share my stuff wif... no matter old ones or new ones. i'm contented wif wat i have now.. i appreciate, truly... those who know me well will know coz tat's wat i've always told them...